UPDATE: Scrubs, moving, and I can DRIVE!

So major update, I am in the middle of moving and I move in 15 days. I have a dinning room full of labeled, organized, color coded boxes. Okay, okay I didn't color code them but they are all organized. Chantel (roommate) recently bought a new house in Copperwood and for my last year of nursing I will rent a room from her. That way I don't have any ties at the end of the year when I graduate and I will be free to go to the states or where ever my heart desires. On to DRIVING, as of 12:00am on July 30th I was able to drive, but I worked a double shift last night, 16 straight hours, but did i mention double and a half time. So since I worked last night, I came home and slept and then headed down to pay the stupid reinstatement fee. After all was said and done I ran out of the office waving my license and doing a dance. I felt like I just got it for the first time. Now on to scrubs, I have or I guess had a huge scrub collection but due to recent events such as liposuction (kidding) I had to donate three garbage bags full. It was a sad time, but not as sad as fitting into sizes you didn't know existed. So I promised I would update the Blogger World, I know I am not dressed in normal clothes, but nothing really fits and I am off to the states for a week and I will be shopping like crazy. Which I don't think I will shop like crazy crazy because lets be honest I am not where I want to be, but a number is just a number its how we feel right?

Feeling Great!

Its update time, I basically am now starting to feel great! I am able to introduce all sorts of veggies and fruits into my diet, as well as different kinds of meats. I know it sounds crazy, but it consumes my life. Everything and anything I do revolves around my "Fitness" routine. At 10:00pm at night is my running time ( only because it is so hot out now ) and then at 11:00pm I am a situp machine, and I use this handy dandy AB Lounger, its amazing. I had some friends over and I said lets see how can do the most at one time with out a break. Needless to say, NO I didnt win! It was sad for me, if anyone knows my competitive side. I was told that I am obsessed, I don't know if I would take it that far, I know my inner self and I still a true fat girl, but who said that a fat girl couldn't love her outer self? I guess who knew how much eating great would make you feel great! I know that I have lost all sorts of cravings as, my family came up to Canada and my mother had all sorts of goodies, and yummy food around and I of course was sad and wanted to eat my face off, but in the end I didn't. Chantel's mom also came for a visit and our house was full of ice-cream, diet pop, candy, chips, hotdogs and all sorts of summer foods, but it was fine with me. I really found foods that I love and things I can make that make me feel full longer, and I feel great about my decisions. I hope no one takes this blog as rude, or preachy but I am documenting my thoughts and progress so I can look back.

You will notice that the top picture my face is chubby ( fat, full, puffy, etc), this picture was taken in may when I received the Wyoming sweater I am wearing from a special someone;). The next one is when I was in vegas. The reason I wanted to pair these pictures together was to see exactly what I have lost in my face. I have hated my as I carried a lot of weight in it, but now i am starting to see what it is I have under all the chub!

And the last picture is as of two days ago, our house is a hundred degrees inside so I have been living in my shorts and shirts, so when I get dressed for an occasion I will update the world of bloggers.

Not for the skinny stomach!

So if you are not prepared to see chub- a - lub, please leave my blog now! This is my before picture taken in April while I was visiting in washington. I will not write on here my starting weight but if you have eyes you would be able to tell by the picture! I think I was about 80 pounds soaking wet in this picture........ NOT!

This picture below was taken while I was in VEGAS. I am defiantly not at my goal weight but I thought I would document what I was before and what I was( at this point, anyways). This was taken in June around the 20th I believe.

This picture is as of July 13, I once again am not at my goal weight but I am working towards it. I wanted to make this post to document my progress and to allow me to see how far I have come! I am so thankful for my friends and families support. I will keep this updated, and seriously that first picture, I cant believe I actually posted it, and for those who will ask, no I did not photoshop any of those pictures, all the chub is honestly mine. HAHA!